BATI NA KAME. HAHAHA UN LANG. PRA UPDATED.

Goodmorning, haay di tlaga ako nakatulog ng maaus kagabi. Nagising ako ng 1AM, ewan ko kung bakit nagising ako ng ganung oras, tapos tingin agad sa CP. Tapos aun himala, may 8 misscall galing sa kanya. I don't know what's the reason, kung bakit ba siya tumatawag. Tapos ngtext ako sa kanya kung pwede pabang maaus at pwede pba kameng magkabalikan, yeah i ask him, hindi namn ako mapride na tao pra hindi ko siya itanung. Sabi ko sa kanya andito lang ako naghhintay. HAHAHAHA pity me. ^___^ Pero ngaun nagtext siya saken sabi niya wala ng balikan. HAHAHA yun ang mas lalong masakit.

Ayun nagpalit na siya ng pass. Diko na maoopen ung Fb nya, diko na alam ang ginagawa nya wala na, kaya nagdeactivate nalang din ako. T__T What's the use? Dina rin naman kame nag uusap. DINA NIYA AKO MAHAL TALAGA WAHAHAHA YEHEEY :(

Ginawa ko naman lahat, nagmahal lang naman ako, diko naman alam na madame parin akong pagkukulang, i hate this, feeling ko tlaga hindi parin enough ung mga ginawa ko, kelangan mag-usap kame every minute, panu naman ung mga ginagawa ko? Yung work? So, it's all over now. Pakiramdam ko hindi na nya ako mahal talaga, he broke up with me again, yeah again. Ilang ulit na siyang nakipagbreak saken pero paulit ulit din kameng nagkakabalikan, sabi niya kahit anung mangyari, magkakabalikan at magkakabalikan parin kame pero dina ako umaasa ngaun, siguro napagod narin siya, natolerate lang yata siya saken,

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BABE

I would absolutely kill to see you right now. To hold you, to hug you for a long time, to get a kiss. Even just to talk to you. I miss you so much it hurts.

No matter how strong a girl is, she has a weak point. And sometimes all she needs is a hug.

MAHIRAP TALAGA.

Hirap ng nasa LDR. Lalo na kung putol ang komunikasyon n’yong dalawa. Tipong nagaalala ka na dahil sa hindi ka n’ya tinetext kahit ilang beses mo na tinext, ayun pala delayed lang mga messages.

May mga panahon din na nahihirapan kayo magayos ng mga problema gawa ng hindi n’yo mailabas ang tunay n’yong nararamdaman at hindi n’yo maipaliwanag ang mga kailangang sabihin dahil walang maayos na komunikasyon.

Saludo ako sa mga may ka-LDR at nagagawan nila ng paraan ang lahat ng problema. Nagbababaan sila ng pride at nagaadjust sa bawat differences na maencounter nila.

Para sa mga may ka-LDR, be strong. Kasi pag talagang mahal mo ang isang tao, worth it ang bawat away at problemang nalalampasan n’yo. 

-originally posted by http://breeishere.tumblr.com/

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DINA TALAGA AKO MAGPOPOST SA WALL NIYA KAHIT KELAN.

Kahit anung pilit ko sa sarili ko dina talaga ako magiging masaya.

I'm not a perfect Girlfriend.

I'll get jealous. I'm stubborn. I overthink. I get insecure. My moods are like a roller coaster. I'll probably never listen to you, and i'll never do anything right. But i promise you, babe, that i give you my heart, it's your's, keep it. I'll be loyal. I'll be here when you need me. I'll love you to the greatest extent i can.

Do you ever feel like running away? Just suddenly leaving. No note, no warning. Just getting your SHIT and leaving.  FUUU i really hate this.

When you decide to fall inlove, you have to accept the fact na hindi na magiging normal ang buhay mo. Kasi kapag nagmamahal tayo, we choose to be blind, we choose to get hurt. Nakakatakot oo, pero yun ang experience sa love. At kapag hindi mo naramdamang masaktan, hindi mo mararamdaman ang tunay na pag-ibig.

CAUSE YOU'RE JUST A BOY. AND YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. To the nights you couldn’t wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.

Being in a relationship isn’t just about kissing, hugging and dates. It’s about being with someone who makes you happy like no one else can.